update

this is a summery of my last few weeks ,
i got on a greyhound and traveled 2 and a half days , 3 nights to get back to Calgary ab. the night i left Ontario was a wild one , my cuz 1 of dee ran into the house just before i left and closed the door fast , she had this big grin on her face. when asked what was going on she informed us she crashed the Catholic grad dance at the Catholic school .
(i will post pictures later but so you get an idea , my little cuz is wearing a skimpy dress , cut short on her legs and around her boobs so you have a very good view of her body)
cuz 3 of dee --- my friend wanted me to go to the party so i crashed it and the principle was staring over at me , i new that he new i did not belong there and i did not want to get busted so i stole a Honor role meddle to blend in and make it look like i go to the school................................ its okay i found the one with a friends name on it and grabbed that one , ill give it to him tomorrow . even though i had the meddle he was still staring so i bailed and came home.

me --- hum , you don't now why he was staring ? could it be the fact that you are wearing a reveling dress and its a catholic school , i beat no one else wore anything like that.

aunt dee --- laughing away

cuz 3 of dee laughs ---- oh and in the ceremony they where all god this and Jesus that and the principle is all god has plans for you and walk with Jesus on the road or something.
i was like don't they now there is no Jesus and there are more then one god.

aunt dee and me --- laughing

aunt dee ---- it was a catholic school .

(for those of you who do not now my family is pagan )



THE BUS RIDE HOME

i got a bunch of guardians on my way back to redneck villa . it started with a man who is a cook on a tugboat he was visiting his family in somewhere and had me sit in the seat ahead of him , so that he could keep an eye out for me , then there was an older man who i just adore who was going to visit his brother , he has diabetes and had a stroke. he had taught himself how to read and write and walk again and used a Cain . his Cain was past down to him generation to generation , and was made of craved wood. (can you tell i just had a soft spot for him ) and when he told me i looked like his wife , that was it i had to look out for him , on the trip . next came the french Italian , who chatted with me , along the way . and finally a family containing a sister and brother and the sisters kid who where headed to the same place as me. this made up a little click if you will , and we all looked out for each other. i have pictures that i will post soon along with a few short notes.

side note ---- i hate sleeping in buses the seats are so freaking small. and they make you get off the buss every morning at random times like 3 am - 4 am - 6 am . for 1 hour to clean the freaking bus when you just got to sleep .


when i got home i was greeted by dad who took me to see moms babes (the dogs) who slobbered me , to now end . then i got to see mom , give them gifts and then i hit the shower . nothing like washing off 3 days buss grime.

i found out that my mom packed up all my stuff and had it in storage the week after i left and decided to stay in Toronto for the summer and had even had a guy going to rent my room . all the while calling me a telling me to come home. what the hell ?

i got to see my little bro and it was so great since i went to Ontario we talk more and omg we say i love you to each other when we see each other and when we call each other. i think it scarred him that i could take off with no thoughts and disappear , he did not even now i was going to ontraio until 3 weeks after i left . its sweet .

i am now in calgary .
i am crashing with a friend and job hunting and apartment hunting .

last note on my phone i can stock peoples blogs but cant leave messages so a little note i am still watching you if you are on my watch list.