well thats just FUCKING PEACHY

In life you always have someone who is your confident , someone who is there to listen to hear you , and to give advice , someone who you trust to tell things you would never tell anyone else. things that would haunt you for the rest of your life it they ever got out. sometimes its a cat, a dog , a fish , sometimes its a teddy bear or a journal , or god. but most times its a friend someone you have known for so long that they are like family , you trust them to the point that they could hold your heart in one hand over a leaping fire and you now that they would never drop you into the flames.
well once in a while they do , and it hurts. you can feel the heat rush to your face as they reveal a story . you can feel the pain and burning sensation as the flames finally grab you . you hear the snapping and sizzling and you wounder what could make such a inhuman noise, only to realize that, that noise is coming from you its a moun , or a soft cry , or even just a rush of air .

its a cruel way to say "fuck you " , to say " see what i can do "

well when i told a story to you , and you said i promise to never tell it to anyone , i believed you. and now look at me , someone i now , knows that story and they are taunting me with the fact that they now it and that you told them . because of a crush a need to have a guy . you my confidant , my friend my sister , who shared a bond with me , have tossed me aside. is our bond that easy to toss away ? it makes me wounder how could someone so close hurt someone that cares for them ?

and yet its always the ones that are the closet that can hurt you , its the ones that you love and trust that make you blind , they can stand next to you with a bloody knife in hand and you will look at them with love and ask them if THEY are okay and if they need help . because you will stand by them. they look at you and maybe smile lean close and look you in the eyes or maybe whisper in your ear . and them they stick the knife in you . to make sure that they got you they usually twisted it as well . just for good measure and in the end they all say the same dam thing .
BUT IT WAS ALL IN FUN .
fun do you now the meaning of fun?

so by this definition making a mockery out of someone using violent activities that you find amusing but no one else does is fun. and the sad part is your right because in the English language that is what fun is defined as.

Definitions of fun on the Web:
activities that are enjoyable or amusing; "I do it for the fun of it"; "he is fun to have around"
verbal wit or mockery (often at another's expense but not to be taken seriously); "he became a figure of fun"; "he said it in sport"
violent and excited activity; "she asked for money and then the fun began"; "they began to fight like fun"


all i can say is WELL THATS JUST FUCKING PEACHY